[Allie]

Sorry. Too impatient to get my thread. Sorry.

Tribal Council

Once we went tribal, I was nervous as FUCK. Liz never confirmed to me once that she would use an idol on me, and so I know that I'm going into tribal council without any protection. The only thing that keeps me protected is bluffing. That's all I had. I tried to look as dry and bold as possible in my answers at tribal. No shitty sugarcoating, no likes on anyone's post. I'm acting like I'm not having fun here, that I'm about to eatt them *monster face*. I figured their best move would be to vote out Wardog instead of me. Is that worth playing an idol on him? Huh no. I would hate to see an idol being played on him and still go home. And as far as I know, him and Stephannie could still have both voted me. And then I would go home in a re-vote. So although I was like crying at the fact that Liz was not saving me, I knew that was a good gamble. And I'm glad that was in her hands and not in mine lol. I think they got scared of an idol so they played it safe going Wardog's way. And then Wardog makes himself a fool by voting for me. He Jed'd himself, right after we just talked about how many stupid Jeds there are going to be in this game. Ok not going to be too hard on him, maybe Steph told me she wasn't voting with us so he figured he had no choice BUT STILL. He knew an idol had a very high chance of being played on me, why not grow some balls and cast for Sherri? I'm totally disappointed in him, and I guess it's maybe a good thing we don't have him around anymore. Who cares if they saved him last tribal, this is what happens on your survivor, you get USED by people. All the time. Nobody cares of eachother, people only care about themselves. So yeah, they sent you home. It's like "we saved you once, not a second time, beu bye".

New Day

Once back to camp, me and Liz hatched a plan to buy the next immunity with the help of Jessica and Alexis. I also know in the back of my mind, I haven't told Liz, but I want to test Aurora. I did not forget that she told me to trust Stephannie at one point lol. And now being 100% of where Stephannie stands, I'm a little worried about if I can really trust Aurora. So I'm going to put her to the test. She doesn't give me coins or tell me she doesn't have any? Gurl, I won't trust you and I'll come for you before they split us up and start by me lmao!! I know my partners competition is AMONG MY OWN ALLIES. I don't feel like getting backstabbed by Liz, Alexis or Jessica OK? THAT'S ALL I HAVE FOR NOW. So she better be giving me these damn coins.

I had a chat with Sherri in which we cleared the air about the vote. Of course this is all survivor fakeness. But so did I. I bullshitted. She bullshitted. We know how this game works. She brought up to my attention however that Liz was really nasty to Sherri and Matt. Apparently she was calling Matt a lapdog or something. At first, I'm like oh, I didn't know she was going that far. Then all of a sudden Liz starts giving me a rant about them, and I'm like ok. She's doing this for real hahah. She can do it all day, I won't. I'm playing a social game, and you can't just rub people the wrong way like this over a vote. That will backfire on you now, tomorrow, or even at the final tribal council. So I don't want to be portrayed as nasty Allie. I'll just keep my cool and continue to damage control the best I can. But if Liz makes herself a bigger target I guess this is good? The only problem is I'm associated so bad with her (and no matter what I will say I know they will think it), that I could very well go home because of her idol. I'm done with that. I need an immunity. I want to make sure next challenge, I'm the one with a hand on it, and this way she's gonna have to hold onto her idol or play it, and I will not have to worry where I'm at.

[Allie]

Good Morning! A few quick questions for you to start your day!

1-We're down to 15 players. Which of the 15 are your biggest competition moving forward? Are you planning on working with them, or do they need to be cut sooner rather than later?

I think I see Steph-Sherri-Michael-Matt-Shamar-Reynold as some kind of dangerous group that need to be dealt with? And now I'm not even sure if Aurora or more people are including themselves in that. I'm actually really worried.

2-Of the 15, who are you least threatened by and why?

I just answered.

When it comes to who I can work with, I think I can still have my Me/Liz/Hope/Jessica alliance. I think I can work with Alexis too. But see? That would be only five... :/

3-The last few nights there has been an option to make yourself immune if you're willing to pay for it. If that option is available again, do you think you need to take it?

Definitely. Still have my money. Like I've said before, that's what I need to do. I have to get through this round.

4-All 3 idol clues are now available to you for the tribe beach. Have you been searching? or are the idol clues not worth your coins?

I keep my coins for a real and concrete immunity.

[Allie]

God. I like Stephannie, ok? But she is making me sick to my stomach. I don't even want to talk to her and here she comes talking to me only to be like "Let's hope this" "Let's hope that we win the challenge" "oh I wish we won that". Right after I told her I was not so sure anymore where she stands. Way to spit at your chance of damage control. I don' t think she has any material to work with. I see no value in her game at all. If I were her, I would not hope for a challenge win, I would rather lose and fucking vote Allie off. Because there's no way I have her back.

[Allie]

Whisper to Elizabeth: [whisper=3162|8,13,11No, I say we vote eachother off this way we can sit and watch the re-vote lol] [/whisper]

(This is a test).

[Allie]

Morning Brainstorm

At this point, I know what position I'm in. Very likely to get idoled out by Elizabeth if I don't have an immunity. I need something that can keep me alive... My plan of the day is have a chat with Matt about Liz. Talk to him about how I feel like it's not looking good for me if we go tribal, that I could get idoled out by Elizabeth. Worse, she could throw a rogue vote on me and bluff her way out of this. If he believes this is something that can happen, maybe they'll all put their votes on Elizabeth and she can idol one of them out? On the other hand, I'll tell him that my plan would be to make Elizabeth feel confident about the round. And that I would try my hardest. It's just some false promises that I would make here. There's no way I'll make Elizabeth feel confident about anything considering the fights she had with them lol.

Next thing I could do is at tribal, pull off this fake whisper to Liz ^

And make it sound like I messed up. I would like them to think AT TRIBAL that me and Liz are both in possession of an idol. I think it's indirect enough and says enough. If they're smart, they should know I'm bluffing because who messes up with whispers? Oh wait, that happened before LMAO. Anyways ... The goal would be to have them so scared instead of splitting on me they'll split on Steph. I would cast my vote on Steph and bye bye Steph !!! If I'm getting questionned at tribal, I'll just it was a joke I was making, then I'll be whispering to Matt like 'but matt, we need Liz to feel confident. Play it off as you are scared plz."

Playing this, two things could happen : a) Steph go home blindsided, b) Liz doesn't play her idol feeling too confident and goes home, not me. (I hope not, I prefer option A.) ....... c) None of this work and I go home regardless. Good for them if they see through that I guess.

God. I'm thinking too much. Maybe none of that will happen rofl. Just know I'm not throwing the towel.

[Allie]

Aurora test

I've been testing Aurora with this idea of sending me coins so I can get immunity. At first, I thought, she's thinking about it, maybe I can trust her after all. Then she goes with this "but omg that's too much trust to put in you what about you send the coins instead?" No gurl. I'm in hot waters, why would the coins go to you when you're sitting pretty over there? You know I need it, I've talked to you about it for two rounds now, why would I just steal the coins and run away with them? I'm definitely buying this. And if I win because of HER coins, yes, I would use that immunity on her, because that is how a deal works. Words are all what you have in game. I did tell her she would have my word, but girl, do what you do. I've given you that offer to combine our coins so we can make it both to the merge, now if you're spitting on this, remember what happened to all the players that spit on opportunities lately LOL. They all went home. I'll give her the day to think about it... but I know if she's not giving it, I can't trust the girl, and she's going to be on my radar, not just because of that, but because of the partner twist in general. But if I can trust her, well... I don't think I would want to throw away some allies over some others? Soo her choice that is. But at least I'll know where she falls. I don't truly count myself out so that is it.

[Allie]

I'm going into the challenge feeling like a beast. I'm fucking crushing allll these bitches. I am NOT going home, not today, not tomorrow! So we're thrown this "find the differences game". Okay? I don't know how I would do in that because I never played such a challenge. So that was fun. Although I was a little nervous. I knew the other tribe was intelligent, they're fast, they're strong. So here goes the tribe : hmm who can do the design and blabla? Huh, definitely meeee right? No way I'm handing over this task to some fucking slow snails. HELL NOOO. I'm a fast one here, this is MY job. So I took it. I swear the challenge was not even started I had like 15 tabs opened of this board ready for a scavenger hunt, I had an upload page opened, I had a notepad opened, I even had a pre-saved paint file so that I wouldn't waste time saving my shit.

So the challenge starts. I'm looking at the pictures. I'm sweating. I can't find shit. The rest of the tribe were spotting things like here, and there, and there. And I'm like oh my god they're a beast at this! YAAAAAAS. KEEP SENDING ME THESE ANSWERS. I didn't even HAVE to look at the pictures, I would only have to listen to what they find, and try to find it on the picture. That was stressing and I felt so much pressure. It was all on me. My whole game was being played at that very moment.

And then I just wipe the first round. Literally wiped it away from Hope's hands. And I was already celebrating. Then oh. Wait, it was just round one? Oh, I thought we didn't have rounds. I thought we won? Fuckkk. Here we go again!

Wipe this one! SO DID WE WIN IT IT'S 2-0? Oh no, it's not over, One fucking More.

On the last picture, CANNOT find the damn pole thing that people were pointing at me. I was sweating. Sweating. I was like "guys I can't find it". More sweats. THEN I FINALLY SEE IT. I ran so fast to circle it, upload, boom bam paf, ran directly to the board to post the link. No messing around with a "got it guys" (my brain wanted to do it, my body was like huh huh, stupid moron you don't do that). So I post and I see that Hope posted right after me, at the same second.

And my heart just started beating again.

GUYSSSSSS I WON FUCKING IMMUNITY DO YOU HEAR THAT? FUCKING IMMUNITY. FUCK YOU ALL BITCHES. I FUCKING WON, I FUCKING WON. Just when I needed it too. When Stephannie earned that immunity, I was like *facepalm* FUCK.MY.LIFE. NOOOOOO, and then she gives it to Tai, once again going NOOOOOOO. This was like the worst round of my life, or so I thought.

Now they can go tribal. And I won't have to worry about Steph getting immunity again. Well, I think...

So I'm off for some vacation. Ciao.

[Allie]

So I think Elizabeth is having a panic attack because now they want to target Alexis and Jessica.

I'm like gurl, play that idol? What u waiting for? God this gurl is so damn greedy with that idol...

Are you just going to hold onto it until final tribal? You know people are going to target you all game long with that lol...

And tbh I'M just sick of being a potential collateral damage of it.

Then she goes "i pretended like i sent it" Good if it works, but if it doesn't, boo hoo?