Stephannie!
Mourning you girl, really such a great friend and ally in this game. No surprise we got along, I'm really wondering if they had any idea it was me. I mean, they probably wouldn't expect me to be playing in this? I was also very tight lipped sharing personal information with her because I thought they'd figure it out lol.
Either way, super excited to have this experience with her for sure. Love you girl!
1. Anyway lol at last night. Definitely the first time I was actually blindsided in this game so it was quite the shock. I obviously knew there might be a time where Matt finally made a move and like I'm all for him doing something to better his game. I really can't fault him for that. It's just hard that after all this time I've spent with him that I didn't even deserve a heads up or anything. Even if it was just last minute or something. I know he didn't want me to scramble or anything but like...what could I even have done at that point? Mike and Jess had been gunning for Steph anyway and there were no idols or anything left that I could stop it with so....I'm mainly just disappointed. I feel like he would have pulled the trigger on me last night if Steph won too and like, again, that would definitely be the right move for him. Doesn't make it hurt any less though.
So now I'm like.....what do I do? There's a case for all of them leaving now. I feel like Mike's the biggest strategic threat and can really push that game. Jess has had a good social game and has a bunch of friends on the jury. And now Matt, who I never considered voting out, is someone that I will seriously consider here. I was always fine going to the end with him because of A) loyalty and B) I feel like I could make a good case that I was the stronger of the two. But now I'm not feeling as loyal to him and now he's actually done something to branch out from me. I also think it can be a difficult thing to argue against someone who worked so closely with you because the games are so similar...so maybe cutting him makes sense? And if I play it right, I could do that and still get his vote in the end.
2. Probably lol
I think they would have killed me last night if they could so this immunity is crucial for me. I just hope these bitches are scared because I do think I'm the strongest challenge competitor left and they'll need to work hard as hell if they want to beat me. I'm hoping to actually use that fear, their assumption that I might just win the last challenge. There's obviously a chance that I won't but I'm sure they know that if I do win, they'll need me and they'll need my vote. I'm going to make sure I talk to all of them today, hear them out, see how they're feeling about things. I trust any of them to actually take me to the end should I not win, but I'm just going to work my Sherri charm to get me through.
3/4. Combining these questions because that's kind of what I'm thinking about now. It's all about who's vote I can get here and actually with Steph gone, I think that improves my chances. I definitely think I have a great chance at getting Reynold, Steph and Tai's votes. Tai was someone I thought might vote Steph but I think I have the upper hand here. I'd like to think I'd definitely get all of their votes if Matt isn't there, but maybe still all of them if he is. I also think I have a decent chance at Shamar and Alexis' votes. Alexis said she really respected by game so unless she was just bullshitting, I feel like she could give me a vote at least over Matt, not sure about Mike/Jess. I still think Shamar won't vote for a vet so I'm going to be fighting hard for his vote too.
Allie...maybe? I could see it, we didn't have a terrible relationship and I feel she could respect my game. Aurora and Rocker are probably more longshots since I think they'd be more likely to vote for Jess/Mike over me. Then Liz and Hope are my bigger longshots since they probably don't feel great about me...but I don't want to count them out yet! If I make there, I really think I could present a strong FTC that will at the very least, not make them hate me lol.
I think I could win in any of these combos...but could also lose in any of these combos! I do think there are a few votes that would really be leaning my way so it's just about winning a couple of other people over to secure the majority.
We'll see how today goes.
Thanks for watching, lurkers!
