[Cochran]

Hey <3

[Stephannie]

Hey <3

omg <3

[Cochran]

Hey <3

omg <3

You better win b

[Stephannie]

What is even going on right now? Why are there fifteen fake alliances? Why do half of them include me before I even know about them?

[Stephannie]

If Tai made up a fake alliance to scare me, and then made up another fake alliance to scare Wardog....

[Stephannie]

Why the fuck would he do that? He created a fake alliance to scare me, and then sent Wardog a different fake alliance to threaten him too...

So much for my closest ally. I guess sometimes our intuition leads us astray. Ugh. I will pretend I didn't catch him though.

[Stephannie]

Also I am not a fan of this "Girls Alliance" group chat I was added to randomly, because now I have the ever-present dilemma of..... has it already leaked, or no? And do I tell people about it if I think it has so that I don't come off as untrustworthy or as someone hiding info? Ugh.

[Stephannie]

Ugh.... my two closest allies - or so I thought - are crazy, and now Garrett is the consensus boot of the tribe.

I do not like my position here. Like. I don't feel in imminent danger, but I don't have as much control over the dynamics as I'd like.

Hannah, Aurora, Stephanie, Jed, Eddie..... where do any of them stand? Like truly? With that list it's only been "okay here's the plan, sounds good" or less. Not ideal whatsoever.

Jessica is one of my closest allies, but I have NO idea where she stands within the tribe. Who does she like? Who is she working with? Idk. She seems a bit anxious overall so I don't want to be alarmist by asking her those questions outright. Which is another bad sign, because I SHOULD be able to ask a close ally those types of things.

Wardog... again, I feel close to him and like we built some trust, but... idk. I worry he may feel threatened by me or something. Maybe that's delusional, and we get along well, but I've always been a little worried with him for some reason. Missy I click with, but I have NO idea where she stands either beyond our obvious boots.

I keep forgetting Rocker even exists. Why is he not coming up ever as a potential target? He proposed a random-ass alliance to me and then disappeared.

Then there's Garrett & Tai, who yeah, were going to be my closest allies but Garrett is public enemy #1 and Tai made up lies for absolutely no reason. Or maybe the Tai thing is a misunderstanding through Garrett, idk.

So.... let's hope for a swap sooner rather than later. As I said I don't feel like I'm in IMMINENT danger or anything here, I'm not paranoid, but I'm not HBIC'ing the tribe either and I am not enjoying what I see - or don't see - in these dynamics.

[Stephannie]

[Stephannie]

I can't tell if I'm on the outs, or if some of these people just don't know what they're doing...

[Stephannie]

Trying to get Eddie to use his idol on Garrett is probably dumb, a long-shot, and will backfire when he saves himself and survives only to realize I was trying to trick him.... but whatever. I doubt my efforts will have worked at all, it was mainly a passing last-minute suggestion, but we shall see.